So its been ages since my last post…The grown up world tends to swallow you sometimes! You get so caught up in work and survival you forget to lift your head up and breathe.
I have been working for a little over a year now and it has been interesting and challenging. I’m not particularly crazy about my current job…it’s not exactly in the field of what I studied, but I needed to start off here because of my bursary and it seemed like something I would enjoy at first. But anyways, what I’m trying to get at is things haven’t exactly worked out according to “the plan”. And as much as that seriously frustrates me sometimes, it’s okay – because I know every little experience I go through will groom me.
I have spent the last couple of months reflecting and laying out my cards on the table and planning my next move. I realised that I am at a crossroad – I’ve figured out where I wanna be in my career, but as I stare at the cards on the table it’s pretty daunting. A lot of things are going to have to change for me to get to where I wanna be and it’s scary. This path I’m about to embark on requires me to be brave…braver than I’ve ever dared to be.
I’m at a place where I need to decide whether or not to take plunge, to let go of all my fears and dive into the waters of uncertainty, with nothing but a resilience to reach my end goal against all odds. Will I dare to be great? I know it won’t be easy…but it will be worth it!